Saturday, December 10, 2011

These days...


Something is happening.  I'm not sure what and I don't want to jinx it.  It's been awhile since I wrote.  Good opportunities fell into my lap.  I had three jobs at one point...and I kinda liked them all.  But it was too much; it was wearing on me.  I'm not as young as I used to be.

And then, these days came.  I don't want to make more of it than it is.  But in your lives you will feel moments that took a minute and filled lifetimes in your mind and your heart.  Moments like these.  I had to write.  Good or bad the future may hold, I just want there to be some record of my joy.  My elation.

I had gone a long time alone.  Maybe that's why it is so vibrant, so loud in my mind, these feelings I'm feeling.  I feel vulnerable and humbled.  I thought I was too old for this but I was wrong.  Humans need to feel these feeling...humans need to have days like these.

I don't know what to do with myself.  I don't know what to write or say.   Except for this, maybe...


- Grandpa